It's The Beginning
It's the beginning. It's the first day of the year and hopefully it is also the beginning of all the good things to come. It has been raining the whole day and didn't have the mood to go anywhere. Have been receiving New Year's greetings, mainly from my ex-students since last night. Glad to know that I haven't been forgotten during this festive season. I guess it is not easy for them to forget my loud, piercing voice.
Have been contemplating with the idea of returning to the teaching profession. Sort of miss the excitement of getting to know a new class in a new year. But then on the other hand, I wondered if it is fair to the children for me to return to terrorise them? Should I avoid being remembered as a sadist and leave the teaching profession for good? But it's not that I enjoy shouting and scolding them, it's just that sometimes I get carried away when I tried too hard to help them. And I strongly feel that I can still make some contributions to help the weaker pupils. Should I ........................? I really don't know.
Have actually thought of giving private tuition so that I can kill two birds with one stone. Not only can I have an extra income, I can also really help those who need that extra push to excel in their studies. However, time is not on my side, having to look after my new baby - my cafe. Should I ........................? I really don't know.
So it seems that it's only the beginning of the year and I am already lost and confused as to what I really want to do. It's only the beginning and yet I am .........................
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